"reminisce"

today i am left with little pieces,
counting stars, gazing emotional wars-
running inside me, steadily waiting-
for them to vanish.
with a little left memoria, and,
veiling my grief with hopes,
i am left with little pieces-
dragging me to desolate slopes.

i am starting to over leap,
or is it the future-which is steep?
i convince myself,
i consult with the bright side,
still i lack courage to define,
what eats me inside?