Emotional Mess

i wasn't born mean
rather was i,
pushed to the traffic.
journey started well-
stars, as they began to shoot.
or may be i stepped in,
with the wrong foot.
with all series of sin.
and happiness ,
that turned green.
how am i,
suppose to answer !
how thing's have been??

सपना न देखेकै जाती छ

सपना न देखेकै जाती छ, सपना देख्ने यी आँखाको आज आँशु मात्रै साथी छ ।
कर्मको खेल यो, भाग्यको कुरा सबै भ्रम हो । आश गरे निराश हुनु पर्ने, यही नै रिति हो भने, आशाको पोको फ्याँकीदिन्छु भो ।
मन को कुरा मनमै दबाउन पर्ने, बुझ्नलाई आफ्नै रगत पराइ छ, समयसंगै दुख बिलाउँछ रे, तर दिनदिनैको तमाशा ले, यो मन को घाऊ अझै किन चराउँछ ? ?
प्रश्न आफैलाई गरी - उत्तर बिहिन , मेरो यो यात्रा कहाँ टुँगिन्छ ? ? मन को गाँठो , अनि समयको चुनौति, सबै कुरा हराएर, मेरो यो जीवन मा सुनौलो बिहानी , कहिले झुल्किन्छ ? ? ?

Life in Short, As I have to Define.

bad dreams can never be denied,
bitter truth can never be lied.
hopes could be half empty sometimes,
but life is beautiful,
with mysteries hidden inside,
filled with lies,  denials,and    smiles.

Chemistry

tell me the co-ordinates of your heart
and i want to draw a geometry.
a fine line to define-
what's been flowing in my mind?

Dear ,
with all those hormones,
and these thoughts for you-
i am lost in this mystery !
i hope you understand ,
the crunches from my heart-
dying inside for this "chemistry".